From the recording MothaFucka
MothaFucka is a raw, unabashedly authentic song with a hard-hitting pop/rock vibe that represents the reclaiming of one’s power after a life-threatening experience.
The Story Behind MothaFucka… Coming home late one night from work in 2013, I got off the bus only to run into this lil mothafucka on a BMX-type bike who decided it was then his mission to follow me and prey on me. He never said a word, just circled me on that damn bike and kept at it no matter what I did, including pretending I was on the phone with my boyfriend who was supposed to meet me, and now was on his way. At one point he got so close to me as he was riding by, I had to jump out of his way or else he would have hit me! I screamed at him, “What the fuck dude?! What the fuck do you want?! Leave me alone!!!” But nah, he was gearing up to make another round, and I knew in my heart, this next time he was gonna strike. But thank the Lawd, a cop car drove by and he took the fuck off like a speeding bullet! Guess he thought I was gonna stop the cop and point the finger at him. I didn’t. When he took off, I took off, running for the gate to my apartment complex, dragging all of my shit with me. I wasn’t letting go of nothing and I was loaded down with my computer, groceries, shoulder bag, backpack. When I got to the gate, he looked back and saw I hadn’t stopped the cops, and started riding towards me, fast! I’m like trembling trying to get the code punched in. I was so fucking scared! I got in the gate just in the nick of time. As soon as I closed it and turned around, there we were, face to face. He still didn’t say shit! I just kept running and hid myself in the farthest corner of a building, praying he didn’t get in and was looking for me. I stayed there for a good while, ‘til I heard this group of women walking by and called out to them for help. They gladly walked me to my apartment building and made sure I made it inside. I was traumatized, of course. Three days later, I was angry and wrote MothaFucka!
Lyrics
MothaFucka
Lyrics: Vixen Noir
Music/Composer: Hermann Unterwurzacher
© 2018 Veronica C. Combs & Hermann Unterwurzacher
Got off the bus late at night
On my way home
Turned the corner and there you were
Goin’ in different directions
Then we stopped
Our eyes made a connection
On yo BMX
Dark and Mysterious
In that moment I knew
I shoulda stayed on the bus
You circle me like prey
And you don’t say a thing
I’m no fuckin animal
I’m a human being
Fuck you mothafucka fuck you
Whatcha lookin’ at and whatcha gon do
Fuck you mothafucka fuck you
You try-da bring me down
And you wanna steal my crown
Fuck you mothafucka fuck you
Say whatcha lookin’ at and whatcha gon do
Fuck you mothafucka fuck you
Leave me alone
Hey lady wait up for me
Don’t wanna walk alone
But now she’s home
Now it’s just us and screaming silence
You smell my scent
Fear-rising
On yo BMX
Dark and Mysterious
In that moment I knew
I shoulda stayed on the bus
You circle me like prey
And you don’t say a thing
I’m no fuckin animal
I’m a human being
Fuck you mothafucka fuck you
Whatcha lookin’ at and whatcha gon do
Fuck you mothafucka fuck you
You try-da bring me down
And you wanna steal my crown
Fuck you mothafucka fuck you
Say whatcha lookin’ at and whatcha gon do
Fuck you mothafucka fuck you
Leave me alone
Do you wanna rape me?
Do you wanna rob me?
Do you wanna beat me?
Do you wanna get with me?
Do you wanna rape me?
Do you wanna rob me?
Do you wanna beat me?
Do you wanna get with me?
Do you wanna rape me?
Do you wanna rob me?
Do you wanna beat me?
Or do you wanna get with me?
Do you wanna rape me?
Do you wanna rob me?
Please say something!
Next time you circled around
I knew you were gonna pounce
Cop car rode by unannounced
And fast as hell yo ass bounced
I ran like hell for that gate
Then here you come but you’re too late
Bars between us face to face
Is this the end of your chase
Fuck you mothafucka fuck you
Fuck you mothafucka fuck you
Fuck you mothafucka fuck you
Leave me alone!
Do you wanna rape me?
Do you wanna rob me?
Do you wanna beat me?
Do you wanna get with me?
Do you wanna rape me?
Do you wanna rob me?
Do you wanna beat me?
Do you wanna get with me?
Do you wanna rape me?
Do you wanna rob me?
Do you wanna beat me?
Or do you wanna get with me?
Do you wanna rape me?
Do you wanna rob me?
Please say something!